Viscountess Weymouth "tortures" herself about every mistake she made on \'Strictly Come Dancing\'.
The 33-year-old socialite was eliminated from the competition during Week Seven of the BBC show and she\'s admitted she\'s still coming to terms with the heartbreak.
She explained: "I\'m very hard on myself so I keep reliving every moment of that last dance.
"I torture myself about every step, every mistake. I did \'Strictly\' with my whole heart, my whole soul. I genuinely put everything into it. To be part of it is so amazing. It\'s ... I did it with so much honesty. It\'s so exposing."
The socialite - who is more commonly known as Emma Weymouth - wishes she had one more chance to perform on the BBC dancing show.
She told the Daily Mail newspaper: "I\'m not a nutcase. I know it\'s only a TV show, a competition, and that once a week someone has to go home.
"The sad part is thinking about the dances we [she and partner Aljaz Skorjanec] would have danced but can\'t now. I wish I had one more chance. I really do.
"Aljaz had an amazing quickstep planned and a paso doble. \'Strictly\' is a bubble - a magical bubble - to fall out of it so quickly, so abruptly is ... sad."
Emma also admitted that appearing on \'Strictly\' was an "all-consuming" experience.
She said: "It isn\'t just the dancing. It\'s an emotional and psychological experience. You can\'t really describe it - the focus, the dedication.
"It really is all-consuming. I loved every second of it. I was heartbroken after the results show."
