Vicky Pattison wants to get engaged.
The former "Geordie Shore" star is head over heels for her beau John Noble and would say yes in a heartbeat if he asked for her hand in marriage.
Asked if she could see an engagement on the horizon, she gushed: "That"s his decision, isn"t it? I don"t want to spend my life with anyone else. I love him dearly, so whenever he is ready, he knows where I am! ...
"John is the first man who has stimulated my mind and body, and he matters to me more than I matter to myself. I don"t know how I survived without him. I"ve been controlled and smothered [in the past], but he"s so supportive and kind, and the first man who has seen us as his equal rather than someone to compete with."
Now she has rekindled her romance with John, the 29-year-old reality star feels she is in a better mindset.
She added: "Things that I felt I let go last year were my health, fitness and personal life.
"Without sounding dramatic, I didn"t have that many people that I could count on around me. I didn"t have a significant other or see my family enough. I"m 30 this year and am not willing to sacrifice the life I want to live for a career."
And the brunette beauty has been criticised in the recent weeks after an unflattering picture surfaced online but she doesn"t see why others need to comment on her body shape.
She told The Sun"s Fabulous magazine: "I"ve never said I"m perfect and I"m far from it. Yes, I"ve got curves, so what? Both my boyfriend and I like it that way - I like to look womanly. I"ve been bigger and I"ve been smaller, but finally I"m at a place where I"m happy and content with my body. I"m not striving for something that is unattainable. That"s just me and I"m not going to apologise for it."