Danniella Westbrook felt "suicidal" after her son saw a naked video of her trending on a porn site.
The 44-year-old actress has admitted she was mortified when her 21-year-old Kai Jenkins woke up to screenshots earlier this week of his mum prancing around in a sauna with her bits and boobs on full display after his friends saw the intimate clip on the main page of the adult-only site Pornhub.
Speaking to The Sun Online, she said: "I felt suicidal because that's my kid. He's beside himself and I feel terrible. That does make me feel bad, it makes me feel awful.
"He told me "I've woken up in Edinburgh and everyone's sending me screenshots, you're trending on Pornhub." It's revenge porn. They haven't got the right to put it on Pornhub.
"Within two hours and 15 minutes of it being put on it had 12,500 views. People are paying to download it. I can't stop it because it's out there."
Danniella initially didn't mind that the clip had been leaked online because she thought she looked "alright" naked but she's now trying desperately to get it taken down.
She explained: "It can be taken down and will be hopefully, but the damage is done already. I know he [the man she's seeing] would never send it on in a million years or else we would have a whole trilogy of me by now! I shouldn't have done it, but I got too drunk and sometimes I forget I'm a mum. It was absolutely stupid. Don't give me a drink and my phone and be home alone."
The former "EastEnders" star filmed herself in the buff dipping in and out of the steamy water following a boozy night out and sent it to a mystery man she's been dating, but their secret video exchange was exposed to the nation earlier this week when her phone was allegedly stolen.